{"id":1682,"date":"2017-06-19T11:10:00","date_gmt":"2017-06-19T11:10:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.theroccafamily.net\/?p=1682"},"modified":"2024-01-16T12:10:55","modified_gmt":"2024-01-16T12:10:55","slug":"note-18-june-18th-roughly-2010-2055pm-across-the-field-of-grass-and-alfalfa","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.theroccafamily.net\/en\/note-18-june-18th-roughly-2010-2055pm-across-the-field-of-grass-and-alfalfa\/","title":{"rendered":"note #18: June 18th roughly 20:10-20:55pm across the field of grass and alfalfa"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Engulfed by the earth<\/span><\/p>

Alive
<\/span>Encompassed by the sky
<\/span>Alive
<\/span>Words shrink to
<\/span>Amazing!
<\/span>Beautiful!
<\/span>Fuck. faaak!
<\/span>Really?
<\/span>Wow! Wow? Wow.<\/span><\/p>

Language is young
<\/span>Arrogant
<\/span>Separate
<\/span>In the center of as far as my eyes can see my ears can hear my skin can feel
<\/span>My mind fails to really understand and my body takes over
<\/span>Visceral
<\/span>(i understand–my mind needs to be involved)
<\/span>In the center of my experience
<\/span>My language becomes animal
<\/span>Aaahhhhs
<\/span>ooohhh hhh
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silence<\/span><\/p>

And then
<\/span>Extra heart beats
<\/span>Heart expansions
<\/span>Stomach churnings
<\/span>Skin tinglings
<\/span>Eyes waterings
<\/span>Air exploding into sighs<\/span><\/p>

If it were not for all the bloody insects
<\/span>Would i shed all the humanly objects
<\/span>My shoes off and socks and bra
<\/span>My eyeglasses
<\/span>My phone my wallet
<\/span>Off off off<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t

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Everything<\/span><\/p>

grass blades growing covering toes ankles calves knees
<\/span>growing stinging thorns to fend off the bees?<\/span>
<\/span>Grasshoppers checking out the new terrain<\/span>
<\/span>Moss grows between my legs and armpits behind my ears<\/span><\/p>

And language ceases to have meaning<\/span>
<\/span>My mind stops fighting<\/span>
<\/span>My fingers interlace with alfalfa my toes disappear<\/span>
<\/span>And night setssilence<\/span>
<\/span><\/p>

And then<\/span>
<\/span>Extra heart beats<\/span>
<\/span>Heart expansions<\/span>
<\/span>Stomach churnings<\/span>
<\/span>Skin tinglings<\/span>
<\/span>Eyes waterings<\/span>
<\/span>Air exploding into sighs<\/span><\/p>

If it were not for all the bloody insects<\/span>
<\/span>Would i shed all the humanly objects<\/span>
<\/span>My shoes off and socks and bra<\/span>
<\/span>My eyeglasses<\/span>
<\/span>My phone my wallet<\/span>
<\/span>Off off off<\/span><\/p>

It got dark<\/span>
<\/span>And i could hear all the small sounds<\/span>
<\/span>The creeping lives<\/span>
<\/span>I feel hungry<\/span>
<\/span>Thirsty<\/span>
<\/span>I need the toilet<\/span>
<\/span>I will watch another episode<\/span>
<\/span>Check in on my friend if she got home yet<\/span>
<\/span>One bite too many<\/span>
<\/span>I turn around and go inside knowing<\/span>
<\/span>There will never be another night like this one<\/span>
<\/span>When i return next time i will stay a minute longer<\/span>
<\/span>And maybe i will get my chance<\/span>
<\/span>If i dare<\/span>
<\/span>If the night is still here<\/span>
<\/span>To earth to sky to blend to be<\/span>
<\/span>tomorrow<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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